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• Treat others lagi ikhlas and try not to berharap for anything out of that
• Be more honest to myself and others
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Inang,BangBangBoom,Purse.

hello everyone. Actually, I had a greattt day today. Been laughing hard all day with Shaggy.
okay banyak gile bende jadi harini. gosh.
I woke up like at 11AM. haha. da lambat dr yg dijanjikan. Sorry shaggy. aku nanges smlaman. bangun with mate bengkak. So yeah. mcm tanak bukak mate je. zz.
okay so we went to IOI Mall Puchong as promised. met Inang Majmin. my FB friend. hehe. I tink I knew her from myspace? but it was a long long time ago and I dont want to remember much bout the past.
We arrived pretty early so we was like. okay jom lepak jela kt Little Taiwan dulu. macam malas nk bjalan2 sgt. Then around 1.30PM, Inang and Mayamin pun sampai. sembang2 sume, order, and makan!!
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intro.
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er.intro lagi.

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mase baru sampai. malu2 skit disitu
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lepas dah gelak sakan


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jasmine lemon tea?
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coffee shake: need lil dose sbb kua rushing sgt x sempat had my morning coffee.
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ok tats not my perot k. sbb mase ni tgh tarik napas.
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aww. kasih syg adik terhadap kakaknye. and promote online bag sikit.
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gossip sal ak ler tuu


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Inang kate : hari ni meeting of the plus size. haha. so true >.<
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I really think they both have pretty smile. ok as for Moy. comel laa gak. mcm aku!
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Diva stepping in!
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5 lapisan lemak yg korang tanak tgk..
zz.
neway harap2 dpt jumpe korang lagi :]

okayy. lepas tu me and moy *with her lil sister*, ktorang pegi  Jln TAR. cam biase. operasi cari tudung. okay perasaan aku skang is more kepade tanak idup da,. mengenangkan ape yg tjadi hari ni. *i know, aku ckp aku tanak idup byk kali da. zz*
my day started off prettyyy seronok and penuh keterujaan. tp berakhir dgn tragedy yg sgt2 dasyat yg semestinye memori ni takkan luput dari ingatanku sob2.
So sampai kitorang kt Jln TAR, luckily tak la panas sgt arini. aircon rosak, so otometik aku da kurus mase balik tu *tipu gile*, okay pastu lepas abes shopping kt tempat biase aku shopping. ktorang gi laa kt tmpat brooch. A.R Rahim’s kot? .
ok odw back *oh god. kalau leh tanak igt yg ni*
dr jauh aku tnampak 2 org laki. sorang tgh pgg remote control ?*sort of* and sorang tgh jln ngn gaye yg teramat pelik you could not help noticing.
:|
*oh god. bdebar2 bile nk cite*
okay. even aku dpt bygkan laki tu akan berhenti depan aku and maybe ckp ngn aku. aku mcm. emm blur??
so he did. sperti yg dijangke. sume blaku ngn cepat gileee.
taw2 je si Shaggy ngn adik die da ade kt tepi
*shaggy tu moy*
and aku tgh cakap dgn the person yg pegang remote.
and die suh aku try. die cakap, robot tu akan wat macam aku tekan.
so… lepas jerit tanak macam 100kali, akhirnye aku pgg. just so that the guy would go and leave me :|
pastu. *okay sblom tu nape aku sengal sgt, aku rase laki tu pelik, so aku ajak dy amek gmba—stupid!!*
pastu lepas da layankan. die tanye aku ‘Kak, penah tgk Bang Bang Boom x?’
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
so yeah. aku x igt brape kali aku ckp, OH SHIT dgn DAMN. tp rasenye dorang kene edit byk kalau nk siarkan scene tu.

I cant wait longer sbb tlampau malu and memikirkan nenek aku mungkin akan sakit jantung tgk cucu die *yg slebet gile time tu dgn peluh2 and tudung lintang pukang*, so aku cpt2 mengedarkan diri dari situ bsame shaggy. everyone around us were laughing so hard. and the last thing i remembered was, ktorang dah dlm kete and x saba nk balik.
spanjang jln still ckp pasal tu and rase mcm …malu gile.
then suh Moy teman gi beli barang nk balik Arau. mama bagi RM100..em, pastu isi minyak dulu..
mase tu aku lupe tutup pintu kete, so mase belok, pintu tbukak. :|
careless gile. and kinda bodoh. yeah. aku macam sengal gile sbb x check pintu before pecut the car.
anyway. pastu cpt2 tinggalkan tempat kejadian sbb tlampau malu ngn kete blakang. so da smpai South City Plaza (refuse to jejak kaki kt Cheras dah and sbb bosan tgk cashier kt Alamanda, I decided to try new place)
and lepas bayar parking RM3 . OH! before tat ktorang pegi Gdex. omg. camne leh lupe sal Gdex. okay 1st location is Gdex Serdang. Thanks so much to shaggy and Google. kitorang jumpe tempat tu dgn senangnye, and unfortunately, bag aku ade dlm courier van. and van tu dah kuar anta barang. so lepas balik TAR, dah around 530PM kot. ktorang gi amek kt Gdex. yay! bag dah dapat! aku happy utk customer aku sorang tu sbb die da lame tunggu and she has been really really nice and memahami so far. sgt penyabar.
then baru gi SCP(SouthCityPlaza).
lepas bayar parking. Aku prasan purse aku tade. cari punye cari. SAH. purse aku hilang. :’[
aku terlampau.I dunno. kecewe? sampai aku tak rase pape. penah tak, tak rase pape? mcm rase otak tgh kosong. like you know whats going on, tp mcm so helpless and redha? other word. PASRAH. aku mcm x nanges *mase tu tak la*, and mcm tanye shaggy what should we do. so ktorang pegi kt tempat ktorang isi minyak awal2 yg pintu tbukak tu, and luckily dekat je sbenarnye tempat tu, tp dah over 30mins berlalu baru notice purse ade. so chances nk jumpe balik mmg tak de la.. :[
then jalan mane ntah tutup..tpakse park dlm Minlon Hotel??
Shaggy baya lagi… abes RM5. sorry moy. nt aku ganti.
em. lepas tu jalan kua dr hotel, gi kt stesen minyak tu. (hotel sblah dy je..)
pastu aku nampak ade laki mcm duk kt tepi jalan *dekat sgt2 ngn insiden pintu tbukak tu, which aku pk, kalau aku letak beg dompet kt poket pintu tu, and pintu tu tbukak, maybe la die tcampak kua…..*
and aku dpt agak. kalau btul jadi camtu. mmg org da kutip da purse tu.
I feel so useless and shitty. sbb baru minggu lepas aku wat IC baru.
okay aku tanak komen. sbb aku sgt geram, marah and kecewe ngn diri sindri. for being so DEM DEM DEM DEM cuai.
Im all bout gelabahness, bising, pastu mcm taleh duk diam, and taleh focus kt bende penting. maybe tats why hari ni aku rase life aku sucks gile. (exclude pasal meeting Inang and Mayamin, tat was awesome!), and aku benci diri aku sbb let things macam ni happened. baru last week polis tu cakap, ‘jage IC awk nii mcm awk jage nyawe sindri’
kalau macam ni la. same mcm aku dah mati 2 kali. :|
aku nervous gila and last2 aku rase mcm aku tanak bagitaw abah mama. mase singkat sgt2. tp aku rase sempat kot…1st kene wat IC, pastu aku kene gi BIMB dulu utk bayar yuran.
lepas2 ni baru setelkan pasal lesen kete ke ape. BIMB and IC paling penting. sbb 2hb ni aku da kene gi daftar. nape la jadi time2 camni..
Isa ngn Moy cakap, maybe ade hikmah. spaye aku lebih bhati2. *i dont think people like me can change to that.* and Isa ckp maybe utk pngjaran. like kalau x jadi skang, maybe mase depan ak ilang RM1000 ke ape sbb cuai. argh. susah nk pandang sudut mcm tu memandangkan ak tgh rase down sgt2, and mcm tade pape leh masuk dlm otak dah.
so disebabkan aku blajar dr kesilapan lalu(Post pasal hilang IC), aku pun cpt2 la pegi BalaiPolisSeriKembangan utk wat report.da la student ID pun hilang :[
I feel like such a loser harini.
such such a loser.
dgn mengenangkan aku kene bangbangboom ptg tu. pastu duit sume ilang. almost RM200. yg aku tkilan sgt2.. sbb ade duit dlm RM100 dlm bag Molly..tp aku alih letak dlm purse.. :[
kalau aku x alih….aku tade la rugi byk sgt… lepas tu je terus hilang… em..
aku tanak mintak yg  bukan2 jadi kt sape2 yg maybe amek purse aku. satu sbb mmg aku cuai and i deserve it. and satu lagi. tu urusan die ngn Allah. cume nk pujuk ati ni ha..sedeynye. emm.

So lepas report police, lege sikit.. tp ade byk lagi mende nk dibuat. patutnye aku dah pk pasal Arau and focus on barang2 sume. tp kene risau wat IC and sume bank card. :[
card maybank baru je wat kelmarin kot. dengan Lalat. TAK SEMPAT tuka pin number pun lagi sbb baru sgt. dah hilang plak. :[
okay..
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