JustMarl

omg,. that was freaking memalukan.

okay. got this call from this uncle, he’s a police dude and tanye ape ntah. aku mcm mamai2 mase tu. tanye pasal the police report I made. then, kul bape ntah, ade lady cop plak call suh datang. wanted to call Shaggy to teman. tp mcm tade mase dah. So i went to the police station at P11 and meet them.

So sesi interrogation bjalan. and guess what. lepas kene tanye btubi2. aku tibe2 nanges.

i know im innocent and that I didnt lie. tapi..

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAA. no explanation on that crying part.

and now aku rase mcm tanak idup da. that was freaking memalukan.

so, THATS why the lady cop been giving me that suspicious look. and aku dtg dgn hati riangnye and mcm wondering jugak nape case aku x tutup2 lagi.*gosh, i take everything mcm so easy*

and lepas gi balai tadi baru mcm terpukul and mcm baru ade common sense dlm otak aku ni. dorang bebel2, and then aku baru mcm sedar how much trouble Im in.

and mcm baru sedar betape suci and naive nye aku ni.. tak terpk lansong they would terpk yg aku wat report palsu sbb nk elak bayar dende. :| kamon. baru smlm lepas wat IC tu aku taw kalau ade report police, IC xyah bayar dende okay. and aku tataw nape aku nangis. which makes everything worst. sbb urat otak aku mcm tputus and aku mcm cakap belit2. lagi la dorang x caye ckp aku. :[

tp aku cube tenang and cite sjujur2nye. aku tataw la dorang caye ke ape. tp aku tlepas la. cume die kate, next time jgn wat lagi. and dorang ckp teruk gile kalau dpt taw aku wat report palsu. patut laaaaaaa byk polis call aku. zzz

okay aku dah pandang rendah kt dorang. maybe dorang bukan goyang kaki je kt pjabat. haha *jk*

and aku wat lawak bodo plak mase polis tu call pagi2 bute tadi. teringat balik, wat aku rase 100 kali tanak hidup. mygod. i keep saying the wrong things, make the wrong jokes at a definitely wrong wrong time.

……………

nasib baik pakcik polis tu mcm sgt sgt reasonable, and die mcm paham aku ni mcm tataw pape. well its kinda obvious yg aku blur gile and wat muke x bsalah padahal dorang da syak aku mnipu lame da. zzzzzzzzz

not the best feeling you know. like ppl dont even know you yet dah judge macam2.

menggeletar aku duk situ. and it shows. sbb mase die bagi aku ketas, ketas tu like goyang2. so terrible! hahahaha.

okay aku takkan pergi balai polis lagi. and okay aku akan simpan baik2 IC ni mcm nyawe aku.

walau sesuci mane pun korang, try avoid pegi balai wat report pasal IC hilang k! sbb kesucian korang bleh tgugat lepas da masuk. bile kua, aku rse mcm aku bukan lagi the same Maliza yg happy and bubbly. hahaha. tetibe rase lame and useless.

At one point aku rase mcm I can do everything by myself. and aku sgt yakin aku sorang yg jujur. which mmg la aku jujur. tp aku mcm baru tersedar. padah MULUT ORG ni. bkn ape. org baik mane pun bleh teranaye sbb pembawakan mulut org. Ya Allah. smoge aku dijauhkan dr org2 mcm tu…

and its very very very very very so very obvious I cant live alone without mama and abah next to me. :’[

takutnye.. aku kene ready awl. not that Im asking dorang utk pergi. tapi I have to face that fact yg they’re not getting younger and that I will have to live alone someday. and betape ramai nye org yg tak ikhlas and ade niat jht kt sekeliling kite. hmmm

oh harini sgt sgt tragic bagi aku. tp yg penting. baju aku dah sampai. baju yg supplier lame gile tu. haha. tp at least duit aku x kene tipu and aku puas ati!

baju lalat pun da smpai, and now tgh tunggu bag. haih..aku nk gi post cpt ni.

and gosh. i want the eyeshadow palette so bad . waaaa.

and i need new tudung. hmm. harap2 minggu ni abah x jadi balik kg. pls pls. aku nk gi beli tudung kt tar. bleh jumpe Isa. hihihihi

*muke gatal*

so tinggal amek IC baru, CORRECT THINGS, pastu gi wat maybank2u online and ATM card and pegi try settle BIMB. hmm.