JustMarl

Hey everyone!

wasn’t feeling that well since yesterday. Woke up with terrible sore throat and body ache! Not complaining that my TOTO wasn’t thick enough. really. at least I have something to sleep on. Not just plain cool cemented floor. Alhamdulillah. Neway, this is my first fever in Arau. hehe

I really am missing my bestfriend. you know who you are. Been thinking bout how close we were before, but suddenly. Everything changed. Im not sure what went wrong. But clearly must be something to do with me la. Haih. I really tried to work things out. How?? well, kadang2 aku text dia, ckp good luck for upcoming test and all. tp die reply cold gila. pretty sad! Mcm tanak layan. but lepas tu he left me an offline messages, tanya what’s up with me lately, bla bla bla. MACAM hes interested. But I could not really tell. Well. What I COULD tell is just, I miss him. Really. as friend of course. He’s a great person and I was stupid not to hold on to the relationship that we used to have.

and I kinda miss my old beffyy Atika Azumi. Had to blocked her too. With heavy heart. Hopefully she understands why.

I might be saying that, IM CURED NOW. but well, who am I fooling? that’s one huge scar that he left me with. but Im not that sorry, because Ive been convincing myself that I have made the best decision. Its okay. I believe in FATE.

 

Today is the last class for Performance Management, gonna miss Sir Fazly, and hopefully xyah attend his class for the next sem! heheh.

Then borrowed Tia’s car, and went to the Kedai Borong Dinnh, really famous in Arau sebab ade jual hanger rm0.90 seikat. That was insane! so now aku dah banyak hanger dlm bilik. PUAS! sume bende pun nk gantung. haha.

tadi gi kt kedai jual bebear*gedik2 skit* kt Kangar. sedey sgt.. sbb tringat Umpa. Why am I so demm stupid for giving him up?! argh. rindu bau Umpa.. then tjumpe bebear harge RM149, tapi sumpah besa gile! like BESAR BESARR. HUGE, ENORMOUS! really!!!. mcm nak sgt2 beli, siap call mama suh bank in duit.. mama kate jgn nk ngade2 miintak mende pelik2. …sob2….

so tepakse la menahan hati ni.. siap tsrempak couple tgh plih bearr.untung la awek die! haha.

ok. x larat. later peeps. headache!

Alhamdulillah, we’re done with Quality and Eco Test 2! I’m pretty worn out actually.

That two test was on the 2 first periods. Direct punya! that’s why everyone looks so retarded after the Eco test. Comment? hmph. I don’t think I could pass that paper. arghh. SERIOUSLY. Eco for me, is like the hardest subject on earth. Because the subject just plain boring. Hopefully Allah hears my prayer and let me pass. wuu.

 

 

Changed my blog’s URL cos I don’t want some people to read it macam my cousin and ‘those people’. Dah block pun. Really. I was pretty upset yesterday.

Cried halfway then notice that was a really stupid thing to do, padahal I have two tests queuing up that early morn.  But really. tak sangka gila gila gila. that’s all. I’d stay away from your life if you stay out of mine. please k!

 

oh! had a terrible dream last night. I wonder why I can still remember those things up until now. I still wakes up with dried tears on my eyes. haih. I think it is long enough to be forgotten. hmph.

 

All this while, staying alive without my kesayangan lappy, been a very terrible experiences for me. The only good thing was, I didn’t stay that late anymore cos Ive got nothing to do. Thanks so much kat Elly and Mira. Those two helped me a lot with my reports and assignments yg memerlukan laptop. I wont forget you guys punye jasa =]

 

Its been few days already sleeping in this new room, and surprisingly, I kinda like it <3

but probably its better if I don’t stay here at all. for some reasons la. tape. lagi less than 2 months je . heh. surely I’m gonna miss this feeling.

 

 

ps/ new signature coming up!

selepas berusaha selama sehari suntuk meneka username and password. akhirnye sy berjaya!! … this is so lame. turn out username and password is my blogger’s.
so this is my 1st post using WLW 2011 okengg. advancedd gituu. walaupun nk masuk 2012 da.

Kt Malaysia boleh tuka name x? kalau bleh, aku nk tuka name jadi Marl Ahmad. or Marleey Ahmad. because I don’t like being Normaliza anymore. nak jadi new person with new spirit! okay, bole je nk jadi new person without changing the name, tp saje, mcm symbolic la konon utk tunjuk ade blakunye pertukaran tersebut. zzz
well, harini aku dpt taw satu bende yg sgt2 menyayat hati. emm. ade la bende tu. yg buat aku tringat balik kenangan lame. x penting pun actually. tp bende tu buat hati aku sebak. so aku tpakse buat ape yg aku dah buat tu. sorry. korang penah jadi penting, but rasenye yall don’t treat me the same. so better aku stay away from you guys, that’s for the best ! pape pun, aku tetap doakan sume akan jadi manusie brgune, and happy je slalu. aku lupekan pape permusuhan lame, or dendam, just aku tanak diigtkan again, or tanak tsrempak dgn mereke2 itu lagi. that’s all im asking. insyaAllah, I’ll do fine..

besok ade 2 test. ok  bye! later kkk

Alhamdulillah. baru pas makan nasik. lauk keli. total RM3.50. tak tau ape yg ditotalkan cos aku ambik nasik ngn  keli je pong. hmmmm. sbb banjir ke? anyway. quick updates!! nk tiru style Isa, update ikut kategory? hehe.

Lappy.
Thank you to mama and Abah, dpt laptop baru da.got a neww Dell lappy! lovee itt.huhuu. senang skit wat keje and yg paling penting, online!mama dtg sabtu pagi, and balik ahad tgari. rinduu. pegi padang besaq smlm, sopping2 skitt.

Banjir
Arau dilande banjir lagi. for the 2nd time. not as bad as the first, luckily cume sehari yg tade air. org lain sume balik, kcuali aku. aku tumpang umah Aini and Pika.

Test. 
This is 2nd last week before cuti study week. x sabaaa nk balik! em, test 1 eco sgt teruk sbb 98% of the class FAILED. and quality pun cukup2 makan je. hmmmmm. no comment. so minggu ni akan dihujani test sbb aritu cuti banjir dari rabu smpai ahad, hari dimane aku spend mase aku dgn begitu membazir skali.

Assignments
so far okay je. tp ade beberape org jenis x buat keje, next sem korang leh cari group lain thank you!

WLW
my wlw is not working anymore. sedey. x suke post gune blogger punye editor ni. nk wlw gak. tp die kate username or password aku yg sala :[ maybe kene wat blog baru. AGAIN. we'll see, tade mase sgt nk pk tang tu lagi.

DeLolly
at last, batch terakhir bjalan lancar, even baju tersgt lambat smpai, customer sgt memahami and they lovedd itt. mase cuti baru sambung balik.

Rumah Sewe.
emm, maybe confirm pindah, hopefully dapat bawak kete dtg sini. wuuu.

Short Sem
sem ni sem prtame aku wat short sem. so harap2 everything went well. insyaAllah.