JustMarl

Hey everyone!

wasn’t feeling that well since yesterday. Woke up with terrible sore throat and body ache! Not complaining that my TOTO wasn’t thick enough. really. at least I have something to sleep on. Not just plain cool cemented floor. Alhamdulillah. Neway, this is my first fever in Arau. hehe

I really am missing my bestfriend. you know who you are. Been thinking bout how close we were before, but suddenly. Everything changed. Im not sure what went wrong. But clearly must be something to do with me la. Haih. I really tried to work things out. How?? well, kadang2 aku text dia, ckp good luck for upcoming test and all. tp die reply cold gila. pretty sad! Mcm tanak layan. but lepas tu he left me an offline messages, tanya what’s up with me lately, bla bla bla. MACAM hes interested. But I could not really tell. Well. What I COULD tell is just, I miss him. Really. as friend of course. He’s a great person and I was stupid not to hold on to the relationship that we used to have.

and I kinda miss my old beffyy Atika Azumi. Had to blocked her too. With heavy heart. Hopefully she understands why.

I might be saying that, IM CURED NOW. but well, who am I fooling? that’s one huge scar that he left me with. but Im not that sorry, because Ive been convincing myself that I have made the best decision. Its okay. I believe in FATE.

Today is the last class for Performance Management, gonna miss Sir Fazly, and hopefully xyah attend his class for the next sem! heheh.

Then borrowed Tia’s car, and went to the Kedai Borong Dinnh, really famous in Arau sebab ade jual hanger rm0.90 seikat. That was insane! so now aku dah banyak hanger dlm bilik. PUAS! sume bende pun nk gantung. haha.

tadi gi kt kedai jual bebear*gedik2 skit* kt Kangar. sedey sgt.. sbb tringat Umpa. Why am I so demm stupid for giving him up?! argh. rindu bau Umpa.. then tjumpe bebear harge RM149, tapi sumpah besa gile! like BESAR BESARR. HUGE, ENORMOUS! really!!!. mcm nak sgt2 beli, siap call mama suh bank in duit.. mama kate jgn nk ngade2 miintak mende pelik2. …sob2….

so tepakse la menahan hati ni.. siap tsrempak couple tgh plih bearr.untung la awek die! haha.

ok. x larat. later peeps. headache!