double the awesomeness!!
kalut sagt ngn masalah emosi dan kecelaruan spiritual yg menganggu pkiran ku 2 hari ni, wat aku lupe abes nk update sume!
so kelmarin gi tgk movie. demi movie aku pergi jauh nun di Alor Star Mall membawak diri ke tempat orng. oh oh jap!
got a call from my old besty :’)
rindu sgt! at last die perasan. yeay! time kasih Allah. aku igt aku dah hilang kawan aku sorang tu.. aku akan jage hbgn ni baik2. promise! maybe aku x dpt betulkan something yg lain, tp maybe peluang tu dtang dlm opportunity yg lain or bentuk yg lain? hmmm
ape kate, xyah be terlalu detail. and xyah nk plan sgt. just go with the flow andddd bukak hati utk sume bende 
aku x dpt tido lene. besenye lepas alami mende2 cmni, aku akan jadi cmni la.
cheh. the moment yg u rase u kuat sgt to face the world, that moment la jugak u know it was all BULSHIT. haha. tapi aku sedar aku agak tabah n kuat jugak. even byk hati disakiti along the way.
quoted from Alia Nadira “mamal laling *my name manje dr skola mngh*, treat people how u want to be treated, jgn mainkan prasaan org..”
and of course, aku dah taw lame dah. cume different thing is that aku x pna rse aku mainkan prasaan sape2. and aku tak tipu pape. aku ckp jujur ape prasan aku mase tu, and ape harapan aku utk mase depan *which is none. cume maybe aku salah, sbb aku accept. maybe aku tak nampak kesannye skang, tp nanti aku dpt rasekan aku akan diblamed atas sume kptusan yg aku buat..
hmm.
bleh x pk nanti? aku nk cbe teruskan hidup senormal yg possible.. nk visit, at least taw ktne kubur Abg Bob. and idup cam biase je? like hidup tanpe penuh bharapan sgt..tu yg susa. sbb harapan ni lahir sindri. haha. mcm2 la ko ni maliza.
eka cakap die lame x call aku spaye aku rindu. kalau call slalu mesti gado. which is right. hahahah. die antare manusie hebat sbb boleh handle aku. hahhaha
sgt tabah kamu wahai eka!
okay. klas jap gi, and ive got an hour of sleep. make it deep k! later !
Alor Star Mall. we were here!
memang awesome gile. and sgt sedey 
u guys shud go and watch this one ok. nk wat movie marathon tp penat sgt sbb sesat2, drive lame. haha. tape. memori
rase mcm nk buat myspace balik. you know, just nk expand my marketing niche
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