Done! aku ngn Tia (my housemate) tak study lansung the whole nite. just facebook, movie, download lagu, and facebook lagi. seriously. terlampau bersukerie. Now die dah tido, baru leh update blog. teehee. its Day 4 of heart-aching, and Im still surviving. Alhamdulillah. So the test went great I think. we actually held the test at the library. OPEN LIBRARY my lecturer called it. haha. thank god boleh bincang sume. so rasenye sume soklan dpt jawab kot. kalau aku salah, sume yg tiru aku salah gak. haha.
harini tak puase. cos its Friday. and aku pk mcm nk rest kejap sbb at least aku dah habiskan puase nazar aku. tinggal 6 hari lagi pose ganti. which maybe aku akan pose arini 
It’s a pretty weird thought. rasenye aku terlampau caught up with those vampire thingy. I kinda like the feeling of hunger. Sbb buat aku rase mcm aku ni vampire. and since aku tableh feed on people, aku tepakse mkn bende lain, err, definitely not blood. more like a synthetic one. haha. KONONNN. so nasik tu mcm blood. and bende lain is mcm sintetik blood. hhahaha. tableh jadi, bleh brangan jadi pun jadiii laaa. I actually feel alott sexier bile lapar. maybe sbb konon2 terase kurus time tu kot. hahaha. tataw berat da turun ke tak. rasenye tak, sbb aku still mkn mlm.susa nk quitt. balik nanti lagi la. tp aku nekad. aku nk live healthy, I wanna feel pretty and sihat okay. I want my confidence back. most importantly, my happy life back.
Its been raining almost everyday now. best! cume aku tade slimut.. slimut aku balut skali ngn toto sbb my toto is too nipis… slame ni kan panas, so bile die ujan mcm time pagi2. aku akan tbgn sbb sejuk sgt.
Im still trying to fix things with some people. aku tanak cari dorang, or in my other word, kacau dorang. if anything, they’ll know where to find me. aku tanak came out of the blue uninvited bak kate Adele.
cuti 2 bulan nanti, aku rase mcm tak saba sgt. sbb aku nk try to realllllyyyy make sure this time, aku takkan spend dgn sia2. hahaha. nampak sgt niat murni tu tak pernah direalisasikan. zzz. nk visit rumah baru tu. x saba nk pindah! live a new life. I know. it felt macam, dah lambat sgt2. tp ntah la..maybe ade kot nanti dat someone yg dtg n dpt bukak hati bla3242. who noes. and most importantly. who cares
almost 4AM. I should be off to bed. so later
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