JustMarl

had to go to PD this Saturday. and even mama macam excited gile and dah pesan kt aku awal2 supaye aku masuk sume sukan yg dorang wat, aku x rase excited pun. Aku rase malas. sedih. lagi2 sedih. hahah. tp mmg tu la aku rase. aku membayangkan sebosan2 aktivit yg dorang akan anjurkan. OR I might be wrong. tp yg penting aku x rase beminat pun nk join. ntah la. dgn kemere tade nye. dgn taleh bawak lappy. Im not gonna be able to on9 utk couple of days! demm!!

OMG! Im turning to one of those anti social people! welcome to the club.

Anyway… ntah macam mane.. tibe2 I feel like nk ajak someone tgk movie. and surprisingly, aku ajak cousin aku. yg dulu aku even benci sbb… well x perlu la dikenang. hehe. I guess, shes just being little kiddy back then.. and aku pun busy nk membesar, so aku mcm pretty annoyed ngn die. hahaha. one of the TRAGEDY i called it was mase tu dlm kete, and aku period, and mase tu bulan puasa. and aku minum depan die, expecting she would PAHAM.but she go lari2 and tell everyone kt kg yg aku ponteng pose. time tu sume budak2 kottt. malu gile. makcik2 gelak jelaa. sbb dorang taw. demm.

now that die MAYBE da matang? even aku taw die x pied lagi. haha. Well kalau aku yg dah matang patutnye mende2 camtu aku xyah amek ati da ye x? so yeah. aku tringin gak mcm org lain, rapat ngn cuzin2 yg lebih2 kurang same umur, rapat like kawan baik. bukannye jauh sgt beze umur ktorang pun. like 3 years?? So I was thinking, maybe we could be friends. cume dulu2 maybe we didnt have a good start..

Anyway aku saje je ajak die.. x expect  die nk follow pun. but turn out die okayy. since skang cuti skola kan, aku tgk die salu je online. mcm aku la. so aku mcm paham kebosanan dy. ahhaha. So besok aku suggest nk tgk 3days after?? aku dah stream cite tu kemarin! tapi x sempat nk tgk, get so sleepy aku tertarik wire lappy so lappy padam. and aku malas nk stream balik. OR!! maybe nk tgk haunted changi. mcm penah tgk online. tp gitu2 je. creepy ke?? :| takut plak nk gi tgk ngn budak kecik tu. hahaha! tringat last time tgk Death Place ngn Atheo, die takut2 smpai tutup muke gune tudung and aku tarik2 tudung die sbb nk die takut ngn aku gak. hahahahahaha

and she go pukul2 my hand. hahahahaha

Im gonna miss sume ni nanti…

And God please give me the strength..semoge aku x buat sume ni separuh jalan je.. I really want this to work out. and semoge aku dpt petunjuk camne nk solve that problem.. hmmm.

and I really really miss everyone… but I guess dorang sume busy.. so I hope dorang x lupe aku nanti.

oh last time pegi bank, aku rase aku terserempak dgn someone. he looks so familiar.. aku rase time aku skola rendah kot?? and ntah camne, the name Khairul Anwar asik keep popping inside my head. mcm tu name die? mcm btul..tp ntah la. aku mcm busy kot, so mcm tade rase nk tegur ke ape. LOL. its been so long… sume org mcm da besa2. hahaha.

anyway. at the end of the day, at least ade la gak mende yg menghappykan aku. which is smlm aku dpt call from Perangkaan, asking bout duit bonus if aku da dpt ke blom. haha denga cite akan dpt around awl bln 12 nanti? cool!!meaning tinggal mintak wang ehsan abah je spaye aku dpt beli dslr. yay!!

oh men. harap2 result aku okay. seriously aku dah x expect even 3pointer sume sbb Stat ngn B.Arab. gives me the creep. demm!

okay I guess thats all.. semacamane lame pun hari aku harini.. aku harap sume org kt luar sane xde prasaan mcm ak tgh rase skang. sob2. hope yall havin a greatt time aite. :]