JustMarl

who are you fooling maliza?

thinking this time it would be different??

mestila tak!

it wont happen k. dont forget tat!

and stop messing ur head with the stupid thoughts!!

cis. harapan palsu!

he make me want to love again tp lepas tu die lepas tgn?

hahaha

tpakse aku wastekan love aku kt org yg lebih memerlukan.

which is me myself, yg sgt starvingg to be loved.

*ok dah sounded so desperate

maybe i should be in love with me. and make love to myself?
hahaha?

omg

tats so retarded :|

jgn obvious sgt k maliza.

da la mmg kawan x ramai. nt ilang cmtu je. haha

clearyly i miss naguto so much.

hmm

siti nur najat radzuan!!

i misssss you!!

denga tak??

;[

okay good night ~

Another week to go before balik for study week :] It felt just like yesterday that aku merungut sbb ade lagi sbulan baru dpt cuti. LOL see how cepat the time jalan kan? nanti taw2 je umur aku da 28. OMG

Im sure raya taun depan sdare tanye bile nk kawen. sbb taun ni da ade bunyi2 cmtu. demm i hate tat. bleh x jgn amek taw? just let me be la okay. ade, ade la. tade, dont bother!

despite the fact tat of course la sume mak bapak nk anak die kawen and all *whyth im talking bout tis stuff!!*, aku ttp rase, kalau tade pun, im okay. bleh duk bawah ktiak mama lame2 skit. i dont mind. dats the best place to be at *or under* anyway kan? people dont get younger. so mase2 dewase aku, aku nk spend time manjekan mama and abah. that probably means keje kuat gile, naik pangkat, and gi haji same2. WOW!

LONELY? yes. prasaan tu still ade. I have few close friends around. and I AM happy. but tats just bout it. aku happy je. tp you know. the passion. the smgt? they’re not there anymore. aku okay je. tp tu la die. just OKAY. x GREAT pun. hmm. I feel so incomplete!

someone asked ‘are you remembering things again?’

LOL. how could I ever forget?? sbb bende yg paling nk lupe tu la yg TAKKAN dpt dilupe. how tragic life is. but thats just everything bout life la. life is a beautiful mess. btul x? *influenced by tumblr*

but I think Im used to that already.

the pain is still there and doesnt show signs of leaving*or hilang. but nevermind. Ill try to embrace that. Embrace the pain as part of growing up.

the only way to climb back up is by falling down la kan? you dont fall nk climb ape jadah. zzz

anyway UGH. sakitnye mate tgk layout blog ni. Ive been trying to find the one website that I love, ade sume pasal tutorials. tp x jumpe dah. and disebabkan time constraint. aku tpakse stop searching and I guess tepakse la tunggu je cuti sem nanti baru aku edit okay?

and rasenye besok nk puase kot. aku just bleh kuakan lagi rm50 je kalau aku nk bsukerie cuti nanti. rm50 utk 2minggu. I CAN DO THIS!!

Its possible sbenanye. cume aku akan lapa like hell and balik nanti mesti makan like a pig. haha. tape tape. itu sume pengorbanan. you cant always get what you want right?

but Alhamdulillah. Most of my part punye assignments dah siap. I hope org lain pun wat keje masing2. I hate to screw things up between anyone, but, please remember that EVERYONE pun busy, EVERYONE pun ade keje and EVERYONE pun ade life masing2. I honestly think that aku fair dlm bagi keje. at least thats how I feel bout me. nk kate aku berat sbelah. nape tade sape ckp pape? hmm.

Im trying to be fair. Im trying to help everyone. tp aku pun bukannye sentiase btul, mane2 ade kekurangan, sila speak out. aku cube mengamalkan transformational leadership style disini. so harap beri kerjasama okay!

I love you all :]

okay im so friggin sleepy rite now tapi tpakse gak kumpul kekuatan utk at least. AT LEASTTTTTT publish jugak a post today.

keje HR almost siap. tinggal RM andddd study for QMT??

shitmen!!

QMT.

….

pls. tnk pk k?

mcm biase. aku nampak kabur2 lg mase depan aku. hmm

wth am i doin!!! dulu smgt je mase baru2 nk masok. em.

>.<

ohhh.

kesian die aku layan mcm tu. im soo sorry. I had to okay. I really had to. mane ade aku change mcm yg ko ckp tu.. at least I think I havent change?? kalau brat btambah ye. zzz. tat double chin!! kalau la aku byk duit. argh ok abaikan.

em. things are different skit now. I know you missed the old us kan. I missed it too. tapitapi. things could neverrr jdi balik mcm dulu if U know what i mean. >.<

Ive been wanting to text you byk kali da. tade pape nk ckp pun. just wondering how u doin skang ni and all. tp ntah?

haha. omgg

aku dpt rasekan aku akan menyesal nt. but i dont have the courage now..

and things are moreee complicated than it may seems. Im really sorry that things turn out mcm ni..

Ive been a little bit selfish and tu antare salah satu bende yg aku nk ubah. but gimme time okay? I cant change overnight..

Duit da masuk. tp taleh enjoy. sbb tibe2 aku baru tringat aku kene ganti enpon Sidah. dem..

>.<

da 2 ari x mkn nasik. oh i miss ayam kt gerai Orange tu… and the kuah sambal banjir2. emm.

besok nk mkn nasik!!

beli biskot satu tin besa, rm 13.90, tp aku mkn same mcm makan nasik. cmne tu?

baik aku bli nasik. zzz

oh video Arab. arghh. but luckily script dah ade. reuse balik script arab mase sem 3 dulu. HAHA. thanks to amira ktorang xyah brainstorm reke2 dialogue. oh itu amat memeritkan. dr sem 1 kot blaja arab. aku cume paham KAIFA HALUKA? ANA BIHOIRR~ pastu LAAA!!! and NA’AM!!

pastu MAT’AM je satu2 bende yg aku mmg takkan lupe sbb tu tempat kegemaran aku ngn naguto. oh rindu kt naguto. :(

*mat’am= cafe=ayam=makan

oh im so lapa..

:(

sorry. nk cepat tido sbb lapa sgt. nt aku mkn megi :|

no no. arini da mkan speket!!

ok bye!!

signature akan dibuat scpt mungkin. er. maybe cuti sem nt? sbb kene install potoshop dulu. bye!

tajuk ni maybe tade kene mengene sgt ngn topic yg aku nk luahkan harini. hahaha. zzz

okay cite dr smlm. sbb smlm ade bende yg agak unik telah tjadi dlm hidup aku yg extremely bosan ni. zzz

okay. i was on my way nk mengemas2 bilik yg penuh ngn rambut sape ntah. pastu tibe2 Jem panggil aku. die tgh men amek2 gmba gune webcam. ahhaha. ape lagi aku yg gedik ni pun join la. zzz.

pastu cmne ntah. oh lupe nk ckp. lappy die baru. so dlm tu ade mcm sofware yg wat muke org jadi klaka? mcm petak2 ade, bulat2 ade. ahhahahahahaha. omg. tringat balik rase klaka gile. so ktorang pose2 ngn muke klaka tu. and aku gelak gile babai mmg sumpah x igt dunie. seriously. da la x tutup pintu. hnestly aku x expect la aku gelak kuat cmtu. smpai staff kolej ni jerit2 ‘bilik 108 turun skang!!’

i was like. wth? omgg. aku gelak kuat !!

so turun lah kami dgn malu2 kucing and muke bersalah sgt2. and omg. i was so stupid. sbb aku panic gile, aku x kesah pasal nk grab tudung. zzz. ok abaikan. itu takkan tjadi lagi.

lepas tu. kene slow talk. bla234. ok aku dpt rasekan ade diskriminasi disini. sbb sblom ni ade blik mane ntah. kt tingkat 1 pnah wat hal. so sbbkan nila setitik, rosak susu sbelange. demm! i hate the feeling being judged padahal die x kenal aku lansong.die ckp, sy tawla awk tu budak degree, tp tu bukan alasan utk awak wat pape awk suke.

wth? wheres that coming from? tibe2 je dibeze2kan camtu. sob2. oh~ so offended ok.

pastu die tnye ape yg ktorang gelakkan sgt tu. sbenanye soklan tu lebih pade aku sorang je. sbb aku je yg gelak mcm x igt dunie. zzz.sian Sidah yg baru je dtg, tibe2 kene turun skali. hahaha.

trust me, kalau korang tgk gmba tu, mesti gelak mcm aku gak!!

oh ignore the crazy hair. ok aku admit, aku nampak mcm org gile skit. zzz

so you tell me now. u laughin yet?

klaka kan kan?

so i guess its not really my fault la aku gelak gile2 pun. sbb we took like more than 15frames gmba2 alien ni k. so mmg lawak gile. hahahaha. zzz

and my QMT quiz suck gile. aku tkilan la. aku study la jugak. tp nape taleh jawab lagi. mmg lembab gile otak ak ni. i dunno what to do.

luckily die bagi chance kt ktorang, buat gerak gempur minggu depan. kalau dpt 35 and over. die akan topap kt assignment and kt quizzes and test aku yg teruk gile mcm x pnah blaja tu. hmm

:(

ksimpulannye porns akan tutup pintu hati anda dr menerime ilmu okay!

haha

renung2kan.

zzzzzzzzz

oh im so hungry. >.<

gotta ganti handphone Sidah dulu. hmmm

saba k! i will buy you a new one.