JustMarl

a bad day. buku RM65 hilang. mane aku nk cekau duit?siap utang kt Allie RM50 sbb beli makanan2 skit. pastu plakk nk kene refund duit customer 2 org (around RM90) sbb barang tade and dorang tanak tunggu dah. terime kasih. duit kt cimb ade RM40 je.

even da terpakse msg Mama mintak duit banje tadi, mama maybe bagi RM150 je. meaning, sume aku akan gune skali gus. and tade baki lansung.

sakit nye hati..sakit hati sbb buku tu ilang. ok la fine buku ilang. tp notes? bkn sehari 2 aku spend time wat notes tu…

mane ade mase dah nk wat…

ok bleh blame mase2 tluang slame ni yg aku x buat pape.

okay fineee

sume salah aku.

ok. in a positive punye side. maybe jadi camni sbb nak aku lebih hati2 and alert next time spaye barang x ilang lg.

maybe mende ni jadi sbb nk aku kurus kot, pasni xdpt beli nasik salu dah..

mende ni jadi sbb nk bg aku kuat sbb aku nanges ari2 maybe Dia igt aku ngade2 sgt..

rase nk quit.. seriously.. nk quit sgt2…

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felt useless, devastated, torn, crushed.

on top of tat, arini aku still repeat one of the things yg aku dah janji tanak jadi..tp ter’jadi’ gak sbb x dpt kawal diri. so tu tambah lagi kekecewaan thadap diri sindri. mende kecik camtu pun taleh wat.

untung la kalau rapat ngn Mama/Ibu, watever ur called ur mother. sbb time2 cmni it’d be good to be able to share with someone :’]

tapelah. the less she know, the better.

the less i know the better.

its all fated this way. jgn putus ase kay? SHIT just happened. really. RANDOMLY, and tanpe belas kesian kt sape pun die nk kene. so tape. keep your head held high, and just accept it with open heart. Allah janjikan something yg lebih baik atas sesuatu kehilangan tu.

aku rase. mende ni jadi spaye aku rase kerdil and bersyukur. skurang2nye mungkin aku diingati.