JustMarl

So much for all the positive talk. still ade air mate tergenang2 sbb kerinduan yg amat. hahaha. well! i had a longgggg conversation with mama smlm. the longest i tink? we never talk like tat before. Im really gonna miss this moment. Mama cite sal Abah ari2 bawak balik ikan die pancing. da bosan nk masak. da masak kari,asampedas,sambal,3rasa, smpai tataw nk masak ape dah ngn ikan same tu. haha. arini dorang makan maggie je. haha. pelik and kinda cute.

Tp mama cakap abah sakit lately. batuk2 da bape hari. even mama cite like not in a worry tones. die cite biase je. tp ntah la. aku rase mcm worry smcm. :[

papepun harap2 abah cpt sihat pls.

pastu told mama pasal if aku bjaye abeskan degree ni, ak nk sambung master terus. lagi 3 taunnnnnnnnnnnn je! mama ckp xyah laaa. bile nk tgk aku keje ni. waa. aku ckp la. ‘ala, lagi 3 taun je…skang pun rase mcm baru aritu reg, ni dah 2 sem kt sini’, mama ckp ‘yela..tp masalahnye tataw sempat ke x..’ trus sebak pastu mate da brair2. x suke la mama ckp cmtu :[[

so okay. I tink im gonna listen to mama, and kerje lepas degree, and maybe kumpul duit for a while, and baru sambung master :]

well if you haven’t notice, mase blalu tersgt lah cpt. really. dah beberape minggu aku rase mcm ni. mcm tibe2 da jumaat :| mcm harini la!! tibe2 da jumaat. maybe sbb arini klas satu je kot. klas HRD cancel.  what had happened well definitely taught me something. I am now able to live with the fact that we could NEVER always get what we want. haha. kinda tragic that I learnt the hard way. but well, better late than never kan?

Okay moving on! pasal study, hmm, so far sume okay kot. risau sikit pasal Eco and PD.ntah la. makin jauh plak tetibe :| Decided to amik shortcourse for 2 subjects for next  sem, so arap2 dpt kuatkan smgt to stay here for another 2 month or so?

well honestly it isn’t that bad sbenanye. hehe. as long as my family is okay back there, ill be fine here. sometimes rase mcm mase tu bjalan laju sgt. feel like i couldn’t keep up. >.<

just harap sume bjalan lancar. hihi. x saba nk keje tetibe! duit duit!!

okay. its preetttay hot in here. so aku nk gi bersun- bathing jap. haa. omputih patut dtg arau kalau nk wat tanning ni. sini kejap je. haha. ok bye!