JustMarl

its the 3rd day of class. harini class ade satu je tapi tu pun cancel. dpt taw cancel pas da smpai sane. sobsob.

Semalam ade la 2 class kot yg lecturer dah masuk. The last class for semalam is class Personal Development. Dpt taw yg kitorang kene held a seminar and organize a kerja amal. It was all okay and mcm exciting. The only sad part is aku dpat taw plak bende tu kemungkinan besar kt Penang. The last place that I would ever go. I kinda wish that I would not have to step my feet anywhere in Penang. Something to do with my past. Hopefullyyy we dont really have to go there.

Its Sunday dah. haha. lame gile postpone nk update blog. emm,  not that busy lately, cume i dont have the PRIVACY nak update. susah kalau sume org asik dalam the same bilik. nothing much yg brubah. at least aku rase mcm tu la pasal diri ak. just notice someone else tu agak degil. or, susah nk mengalah. on certain things. okay, aku x kesah mengalah. but i have my own ego jugak. so kalau aku x puas ati. tpakse la tgk aku wat muke buruk tu. haha.

Class rasenye okay kot. wat aku x saba nk lagi cepat tua. Harini birthday Tia. Smlm tgk cite reality show Korea ngn die. haha. berbunge2 hati den. kalau la btul ade laki mcm tu.. romentikk gile. ade this scene pompan tu pakai mcm baju longgar2 nampak bahu. laki tu cant stand it,die tarik baju tu naik. pastu tanye nape pakai cmni. sexy sgt. awww. hes jealous.Couple smlm tu mcm total cutenesss. tableh tahan tgk. both comel gile. hmm. as for malay guys??(most of them) die lagi suke awek die x pakai baju. lagi2 kalau hot, confirm show off kt kawan2.

I didnt get much attention from anyone lately. well maybe except for Nua. But tu x dikire la kot sbb its not him i want the attention from. Die tataw blog ak, even fb. so rasenye tape aku letak name die. haha. Die kt bangi skang. hopefully die dpt cari keje cpt and smoge relationship ngn bapak die makin okay. em. pape pun. die tetap bapak ko ..just tanak ko nyesal bile die tade nanti..

makin ramai kawan2 aku yg dah btunang and nk kawen. jealous and excited and cemas utk dorang even dorang  mcm rilek gile. aku yg panic lebih. haha.teruje denga cite2 dorang. macam dorang da matang sgt. and suke denga pasal tunang dorang kua ngn  parent die ke ape. mcm. waa..rapatnye dorang.. =’]

ak? x ramai kawan laki yg berani nk jumpe parent. so far yg dah jumpe, and seems da biasee ckp ngn org tue. sorang je. lol. you know who you are. bende tu penting bagi aku. tp utk die x la. sbb rase nye idup sbgai ‘dia’, mmg kene slalu berdepan ngn mak2 bapak org nih. kalau aku pun jumpe mak bapak org, mesti akan mcm trying to hard nk impress or at leastt get that good impression on that 1st meeting. tp die mcm dah biase. die just nampak comfortable and relax je and natural. admire sgt kt die. sbb aku rase dlm byk org aku kenal, die antare yg termatang :]

Classes been okay so far. Isnin, Selase agak full. and hari2 aku makan skali je sbb malas nk kua malam tu. biase la. girls kan. nk mandi kene cpt2, pastu kene pakai tudung, make up. sejak terkene Bang Bang Boom, nk pegi pasa malam pun aku rase aku kene prepare. sbenanye aku ni selebet je orgnye. tp mane taw incase bende camtu jadi lagi. *ARGHH-everytime teringat rase mcm nk bunuh diri*, aku dah prepare la this time. haha. So skali beli kt kedai biase yg aku suke tu . Gerai ORANGE. not sure nape orang panggil cmtu. tp hati sambal die mmg terbaik. bleh tharu pas makan.

Im sure Im gonna miss Arau bile dah abis nanti :’]

oh terkenangkan pasal the news yg cuti sem akan dilanjutkan smpai 4bulan. Ramai yg x suke. ME? aku rase okay je. hehe. I will focus more on Lolly kot. Kalau betul la cuti slame tu, aku igt nk set up a blogshop utk Lolly. It's about time. cume skang aku still in ‘getting-use’ punye mood, maybe some other time.

Alhamdulillah. barang pre-order kali ni mcm x susah nk collect. sbb sorang yg order, die beli bykk. so mcm cpt dpt collect 10. and thanks to Eyda ngn Tia yg try jugak beli dr aku. hehe. Sbb nk promote, aku kire murah jela. If they like the quality, dorang beli lagi kot. InsyaAllah.

target sem ni. em x tinggi pun. aku nk try change sikit. especially pasal habit yg suke menangguh2 keje. hopefully ade positive effect kt result. hmm. >.<

Lol. housemates sume tgh demam AJL. aku x tgk sbb busy updating Lolly. I wont have much time on weekdays. so yeah. hahaha.

Oh ckp pasal rumah. okay je sume. tak igt if aku da cite ke belum, mesin da ade, tv da bleh tgk, peti ais pun okay :] . maybe besok dah leh start masak. or probably next week, sbb mlm ni baru tong gas sampai. and maybe pegi pasar on weekends je. tanak susakan pemilik kete. hehe. it’d be great if aku ade kete sindri now. >.<

Neway. Molly ade kt umah. so ak pun tade mood sgt nk update. sorry tade gmba for a while. balik nanti insyaAllah aku bawak Molly dtg arau. :]

goodbyee