JustMarl

Helloo.

So its already Friday! I cant wait to get home >.< Most of the assignments dah siap. oh tinggal RM je. hmmm. I tink I’m gonna balik on Sunday morning kot. budak2 ni dah excited nk balik I tink dorang mesti balik ari Sabtu. Besok ade last test. QMT paper. Tajuk arini agak special memandangkan subject QMT is not one of my favorites. tapi tadi dah dapat markah Gerak Gempur and due2 paper aku dpt over 35. SO yeah! Im quite happy! maybe it wont help much. tp sinar harapan aku utk dpt good grade for this subject tu muncul kembali.

haha. kelmarin, Abah kejut pagi2 suh smyang Subuh. which aku missed lagi. :| argh. I need to take sembahyang seriously from now on. x gune la aku tutup litup ape jadah pastu x smyg. it wasnt easy tp bab kate Farhanees, bende wajib kene la wat, jgn wat alasan. oh tersentuh hati beta disitu. okay.

pastu tibe2 plak Abah text.

A word of wisdom from Abah’s friends;

“Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul. Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole. Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger. Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble. Sometimes Allah allows illness so that we can take better care of ourselves. Sometimes Allah takes everything away so we can learn the value of everything He gave us. Make plans but understand that we live by Allah’s grace”

And aku baru terperasan.. yg this past few days aku bgn tp I had tears on my eyes. I tried to remember the dreams. And regret after that. Cos I dont really wanna rmember. Its kinda weird salu nye kalau we overthink about that something, baru la possibility nk mimpi pasal bende tu tinggi ye x?? pelik sbb aku rase aku x pk lansong da pasal mende2 tu. tp kerap plak mimpi..

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harap2 sume tu tade makne because they’ve done enaf damages. takkan dlm mimpi pun they could’nt leave me alone? :|

Anyway. Let’s not spoil the mood dgn bende2 ni, haa. smlm dorang siapkan video Arab kt blik aku. aku plak tido mcm ape ntah x seda smpai la kul 4am. tu pun sbb nk peepee. Sblom tu aku gi jawab soklan yg kt Malaysian Soft Skills punye website. so mari kite saksikan result dr test aku.

nampak x? ok tape bia aku summarize. So, utk most of the category, aku mencapai tahap. hahahahahahahaha. kene jawab 200 soklan je. x byk pun k. paling rendah is kemahiran keusahawan aku yg membuatkan aku terwondering whether btul ke course yg aku amek ni :|

da sambung degree baru nk tnye. lol

okay anyway. paling tinggi is communication skills. HAHAHAH. aku rase mcm aku jawab tipu je. x. aku rase dah sehabis jujur da. adekah aku terlalu yakin dgn diri sindri? mygodd. lame2 bleh terkonfius keyakinan tu dgn prasaan bongkak and riak. mintak dijauhkan…

soo. smoge aku diberi petunjuk utk balik besok or Ahad. I really dont have a clue. :|

byebye! Ill be quite busy mlm ni sbb nk study QMT. tp rasenye ade je mase utk online. hahahahah ok bye!