Maybank.

Yesterday I went to Maybank with Lalat. Siapkan the ATM card and register for the internet online banking. Thanks so much to the lady yg baik gile watkan online reg utk aku.

Then we went to Bangi. Kedai jual barang2 cake. Gets so horny picit all the tepung. Ah. I just loveee the feeling of picit anything lembik dlm plastic. hahaha. clearly Im retarded.

OH! dah post the boy’s bag and he should received it by today I guess. or paling lambat tomorrow? :|

org duk Sarawak pun dpt kejap je. ni kan duk Klang je. hmm

Last night supplier message telling they’ve post out my bags. So I should be receiving it by today. tp still tade pape. maybe petang sikit. Im not sure.

Nt nk suh mama check mailbox kot2 ade pape letter ke. sbb die nye system mcm pelik skit. not the usual one yg supplier trus gune Pos Laju and give me the tracking number.

aku pun harap dpt cpt2 bag tu sbb igt nk settel everything by this week.

I believe that , kite control our own mind and thoughts. same goes to feelings. btul ke kite taleh control prasaan?? tetibe aku rase mcm bende tu salah. all those saying pasal, kite taleh control prasaan suke kt someone. that explains the love on the 1st sight? aku rase, the different is that, maybe ade sstgh org tu ade aura orr, ade attitude yg buat org senang nk suke die.bukan pasal kite taleh control prasaan kite. well, of course aku taw kite leh control prasaan kite. Ive came thiss far. tp aku x bunuh diri pun lepas berkali2 putus cinte?? hahaha.

kamon la..we are what we eat. this meat and fat in me.. ridiculously strong okeeyy!

maybe yes. I cried like tomorrow is the end of the world sometimes. but I get back up on my feet the next day. I mean, WE ARE strong. maybe just we didnt think much bout it sbb we’re to busy holding on to something yg kite dah hilang tibe2 and too busy collecting all the falling pieces and sgt sgt busy avoiding the reality. cos it hurts so much you’d rather die. Ive been there. tell you what. sentiase beringat and tgk all those people around you.

btul ke kite je yg ade masala teruk sgt tu?? mestila tak… org lain probably tgh nk wat keputusan yg melibatkan hidup mati dy.. and kite?worry so much of getting old and future. No one can tell the future. No one.

I know I know.. aku cepat lupe sume ni.. sbb tu almost everynight bile terkenang. senang sgt kuar air mate. haha.

If I can cut half of my brain or cut where the memories were, things would be easy. But.. the harsh truth is that. Living is HARDD. haaa. but like I said before. That does not mean that you have to give anything less. btul x? At the end. sume ni x penting pun. Really. It might seems sgt2 la crucial and penting gile to us. tp sbenanye tu lebih pade desire than need. yess. we need to be loved and we wantttt to love other people jugak. So? we have our parent. okay. maybe we need someone to be romantically involved with. okay. I have someone who keep mengorat me. haha. tell you what. I might not have any feeling towards him at first. but I might be wrong. Maybe that can change. Mule2. Im scared to even like him. because aku tanak pk die pun bleh suke org lain. but. die yg buat dulu. so nape aku taleh?? and this got nothing to do with them even ade la sikit2 motivation tu dr dorang jugak. I know I dont want to lose this guy even die kadang2 annoying and busuk. haha.

sile wangikan diri anda ok!

so kalau ni jodoh aku. Im okay with that!:D lets not bercouple2 and jln pgg tgn and kissing in the movies. if you really like me macam tu and sincere. lets just get engaged la. xyah lame2. pastu kawen je. wuwuwuwuw

ramalan aku MUNGKIN kawen is.. maybe lepas aku abes degree and kerje like for a year dulu?