JustMarl

Honestly, I never wanted this to end this way. I never wanted it to end at all. Ive told you that.. I just some need some time. ntah. maybe forever? who the hell knows? but you cant wait. so I wont stop you okay..

I guess its better this way though.. I wont hold you back now, you should be happy.. you are one of the most important person that sudi nk walked into my life..Im sorry that I couldnt be that better someone for you..sorry I couldnt remove you from the googlefollower thingy.. thats the reason why I made new account neway. *cos I cudnt find ways to delete the bitch from my follower*

I really cant describe or explain it..trust me..It may not seem like it. but its not easy for me too..

I’m gonna miss you so so much.

I guess.. goodbye now..

Ill always pray for your health,safety and a really reallynice jodoh ;]

hey everyone! happy Sunday!! goin back to Arau tomorrow morning. bas kul 930am. went to Alamnda tadi beli barang skit, tnampak someone yg bkerje bgitu tekun. and tnampak Lalat. wahahahah! i was thinking, maybe aku pun nk keje part time gak. definitely kene start bile abes last paper, because kalau tunggu2 bsukerie kt uma mmg sedap la. aku mmg xkn keje la cmtu. because, fortunately, budak tu da bank in duit cmere. WOW. mcm mimpi..

sooo, now tat duit da masuk, baru aku bitaw mama pasal kmere rosak. mama mara aku sbb suh budak tu baya :|

ok nk flashback jap…bukan aku yg suh die baya..die yg nk baya..so aku just btaw harge asal je. sbb aku nk beli baru yg same. tibe2 mama ckp skang da mura. aku x puas ati sbb aku tgk harge standard online. still same. bwek.

okay maybe i did went a lil bit harsh towards her. hmm

:|

anyway. smgt aku smakin bkobar2 nk dptkan dslr. and enpon cdah pun da jumpe. so aku lagi happy sbb xyah ganti. mcm taw2 je aku tade duit..

oh. im not gonna be online as kerap as always sbb aku TEPAKSE wat study maut. abiskan satu buku dlm sehari. which only akan start besok :| mygod. x seda2 diri lagi. da rase pandai sgt la aku study last2 minit gile babai. ntah la.   aku nantok sgt. aku tido lmbt ari2. bgn lambat, tp i dont get a quality punye tido sbb bantal busuk tade ngn aku.. plus the bantal x sedap.. :[ rindu…

aku target, awl bulan taun depan aku dpt da dslr tu. ok maybe tpakse pinjam duit abah. pinjam duit abah means xyah baya balik.. hahahahha. tu yg syokkk. bisnes ngn abah x pnah rugi :P

im proud of myself sbb aku rase aku da wat keputusan yg sgt matang utk certain2 bende baru2 ni. akhirnye aku membesar dgn normal. yay!!

nt kene booking syahmisuhaimi awal2 utk teman aku gi bli kmere. :3

emm. ok. so id like to wish everyone, good luck for their finals. and to Syazana the Moy Shaggy. Tahniah! anda dah dpt diploma!. die pegi konvo kot arini…patot la busy je. ohmen. aku kene dptkan kmere tu sblum konvo!

me and moy satu mase dulu. I have recent pictures with her, tapi dlm kemere. and the memory card kt budak yg rosakkan tu. so i decided, okay jom slongkar old album, and amek gmba yg ade knangan besttt. so this is mase open house rumah Amir kt Seri Kembangan. BBQ nite. siap ade fireworks lagi~ im missing all those fun time we had :3

smoge Allah melindungi kami balik Arau. and smoge kami skeluarge slmt pulang.. InsyaAllah. this week is gonna be my last week kt Arau before balik for sem break.mama and abah is gonna dtg Arau amek i because barang ade byk gile. oh x saba nk packing!

ok take care, play safe. and hopefully to see you guys in a week. buhhbyeee!

this is my grazy retarted bestfriend, Naguto. HAHAHA. this pic made my day. :3

hari ini sy dpt makan McD. hahaha. thank youuuuuuu.

satu impian tercapai. it was weird nape aku x order doublecheeseburger. why?? :|

I had a good time today. the legging keep falling down i had to go to the toilet. wth.……maybe buntut aku da besa.

oh. tadi online. ade something yg x disenangi berlaku! SOMEONE add me. :| someone yg aku dah mule x suke. i wont approve you okay loser. mesti die nk penuhkan otak aku dgn cite rekaan yg bodoh and his lies. I trust her. with my soul. Im not gonna let you do tis to her okay u scum bag. uve done enaf damages. sorry i dont see you as friend now dat I know what youve done to her you morronnn. please back off stay away from us. dont make me go there and bitchslappp you okay. you have no idea how much u deserve datt. and he even PM ak kt ym. sorry. aku tpakse block. i want to have nothingg to do with you okay. sorry. enaf said. leave me alone. leave her alone. leave US alone.

anyway. I miss you Aida. and only a month or so je die nk balik. I cant wait :]

by tat time pun aku da sem break so we can hang out. theres this one time, I feel like goin somewhere yg no one knows me, somewhere aku bleh tolak masalah tepi jap. i dunno. i feel like doing everything crazy. i even consider goin bald and pierce my tongue. and kening. seriously. aku da nekad mase tu.. tp this one friend of mine makes me realize dat its not worth it pun. and hes right. thank you sbb tlg sedarkan aku dr kebodohan tersebut. hahaha. baik gi bsukerie kt afamosa ke, main rollercoaster ke, masuk uma antu ke! kt mane ntah ade? :|baik pegi wat mende yg x penah buat. like rockclimbing. even sgt meragukan aku mampu nk panjat batu tu :|. too heavy. hahaha. but id love to try tho :3 jom aida!! kite pegi becuti nak??

just the two of us

ohh impian nk dpt dslr semakin dekat. budak yg rosakkan kmere aku kate nk bank in duit. hihihi. pls pls. smoge dpt dslr cpt2. >.<

anyway aku da sleepy. so. later! besok kene bgn awl sbb kene anta mama gi keje. zzzzzz

haha. tertgk album lame… i miss old times!

ok the movie was just okay laaa. okay for a time punye watch. klaka at first. tp mcm they exaggerate byk sgttt. :|

anyway. I had fun meeting Miela, Anees, and Fana smlm. These are my collegemates. Miela and Anees used to be my roommates dulu. Fana plak kawan2 dorang, and kawan ngn aku skali. plus, Fana rapat ngn Naguto. haha. so we are all buddiess. dem mesti bgn lambat bile duk uma. well x dok uma pun bgn lambat gak..

Smlm tido lambat sgt.. plus mate aku pedih sbb lense tu kan da lame and da infected. mate da merah2 sbla. pakai sbla sbb the other lense da koyak. but i have to wear lense kalau x, x nampak .

I need to kumpul duit for the Lasik.  anyone?? ishh. untung aa kawan2 aku ramai ade sugardaddy. duit not a problem to them. ok jeles disitu sbb career ak da musnah bak kate SyahmiSuhaimi.

Anyway. Smlm tataw yg kete tade. so aku sengaje la siap2 lambat nk jumpe Anees kt Alamanda. turn out da turun bawah baru pasan kete tade.I had to troubled anees to come and fetch me then pegi Alamanda balik. Sorry anees. aku tataw…… So smpai2, ktorang gi beli tiket, kul 310pm. time tu awl lagi kot. ktorang pekene 5 lagu sorang. abes2 je da kul 305pm. timing BAIKKK punyee. Abes movie yg mleret2 tu ktorang gi mkn pizza. ok aku nyesal. Sorry kawan2. kalau gi mkn Mcd mesti kenyang. Sbbnye aku da lame x mkn pizza. konon mcm tringin la. waaa. baik aku stick je ngn Mcd. x pnah menghampekan..

okay so ni gmba taun lepas? sem last kot kalau x silap.. and im not even sure if the dress fits anymore

anyway so thats us. Fana wasnt in the picture and yg the girl in green is Pida. die pun x dtg smlm..so time ni la last time ak jumpe die kott.

oh! lense da smpai. okaylaa. the violet punye lense x la nmpk purplish sgt?? and i tink lense tu mcm besa gilee. i loikee! too bad tade cmere nk amek gmba………. saba k. ill update some other time. bile budak tu da bank in duit kt ak. :|

things are gettin better now with most of the kusut stuffs. eventually, tido gak la yg dpt menenangkan ak. haha. Ak rase, mungkin aku xkn jadi aggressive sgt kot..I mean, maybe Im just gonna follow with the flows? Im not gonna push thingss utk turn out mcm yg aku nak. not anymore. sbb salunye mende cmtu xkn jadi. tp wat things jadi huge mess after that. I like it this way. no pushy2 and rilek je..okla for certain situations maybe aku akan agressive sikit2. but not for long. and tats just it la ok!

I havent meet my bestfriend Eka. tataw bile free nk jmpe die. actually ak free je. cume bende2 cam, nk tungu die free, plus time2 ni la aku tade duit scare tibe2. and pastu kete plak kadang2 ade kadang2 tade. and time aku nk gune la die tade. salu cmtu la. so… ntah la. tapi tape k, exam sminggu je :] lepas tu I have the whoooleeee monthhhh yg nk dispend. cant wait :3

okay dah nantok. nk tido jap. ptg skit nk kua makan. and its gonna be the first time dlm minggu yg aku balik nanti, aku bawak kete. rindu rimau biru!

later peeps!

PS/ I miss you guys! thanks for meeting me smlm :] hope to meet you guys lagi some other time!