JustMarl

hey everyone! so yeah. Im home! Alhamdulillah. its been a rough ride this time. No ones home to pick me up at the bus station. Called Lalat, and thank Allah, she said okay! so she went to Duta with Effa. Which tak sampai Duta pun. because sesat2. Took a cab and ask them to wait somewhere so they waited in front of Pavi. It was a heavy traffic and the taxi driver gave me headache. He keep asking WHY dorang tak smpai2 lagi, WHERE dorang pusing yg jauh sgt tu? because he knew KL’s road so much, he keep asking why Effa x ikut jalan ni, why ikut jalan tu. mcm Effa kt depan die. anyway watpe cite sal pakcik tu! moving on, aku smpai KL sbenanye around 830PM, waited for Efa, bla3242, lintas jalan sesak with huge luggage, bla324, tak cukup RM5 nk baya duit taxi, bla342,tsrempak rempit x gune kt tgh jalan on da way back tgh rakam video merempit, nk upload kt utube la tu. SUCK gila I feel like running them over with the car few times, bla3242, Lalat sempat flirt ngn abg tol. haha. sempat aje!! bla324. so smpai rumah around 12.30AM. pheww. mmg agak meletihkan. tpi rasenye Effa lagi letih sbb die yg drive. thank you Epa n lalat!! tharu.. yg penting, aku spend hari ahad ni dgn x buat ape2 kcuali main game! bgn around 1.30PM? omg. and mama baru balik ptg tadi.

Sepatutnye nk gi wat lesen arini. tp tade org teman *perlu ke??* ahha. perlu. sbg pemberi motivasi. haih. wondering dimane Naguto!! maybe patut plan ngn die dlu since die duk bangi je kan.

em. Rasenye aku taleh teruskan la ngn Nuar ni. hes kinda creepy. like CREEPY CREEPY. harap2 die x kacau aku mcm die janjikan.

saya sgt memerlukan duit ;[

Even aku tgh sakit tekak, tp x batuk lagi. and cam biase, iced choc mesti kene minum hari2. cos that’s my only drug.

Bangun every morning feeling all terrible and MACAM hangover *never know what it would be like* tapi reaction almost the same macam those hangover dlm movie. hehe

Probably aku dah wat kesilapan lagi. mungkin its gonna turn out reall ugly. But just MAYBE then, it would stop. for good. bestnye ade abg! hehe

as for the rest, nampaknye everyone seems to be living a good life. good for yall! really! untung la sume ni bakal2 bapak and mak. malu i.. hahah

harhar, tgelak2 tgk gmba Community Service aritu. slekeh gile nk mampus! tp aku rase aku sexy je. hmmmm

HAHAHAHAHA

satu cukup!! tanak malukan diri sindri. amek gmba yg ni sbb yg ni je tak nampak perut aku yg tlipat2 tu. omgg. anyway

sok ade seminar, hopefully everything went well. amin…

Hey everyone!

wasn’t feeling that well since yesterday. Woke up with terrible sore throat and body ache! Not complaining that my TOTO wasn’t thick enough. really. at least I have something to sleep on. Not just plain cool cemented floor. Alhamdulillah. Neway, this is my first fever in Arau. hehe

I really am missing my bestfriend. you know who you are. Been thinking bout how close we were before, but suddenly. Everything changed. Im not sure what went wrong. But clearly must be something to do with me la. Haih. I really tried to work things out. How?? well, kadang2 aku text dia, ckp good luck for upcoming test and all. tp die reply cold gila. pretty sad! Mcm tanak layan. but lepas tu he left me an offline messages, tanya what’s up with me lately, bla bla bla. MACAM hes interested. But I could not really tell. Well. What I COULD tell is just, I miss him. Really. as friend of course. He’s a great person and I was stupid not to hold on to the relationship that we used to have.

and I kinda miss my old beffyy Atika Azumi. Had to blocked her too. With heavy heart. Hopefully she understands why.

I might be saying that, IM CURED NOW. but well, who am I fooling? that’s one huge scar that he left me with. but Im not that sorry, because Ive been convincing myself that I have made the best decision. Its okay. I believe in FATE.

Today is the last class for Performance Management, gonna miss Sir Fazly, and hopefully xyah attend his class for the next sem! heheh.

Then borrowed Tia’s car, and went to the Kedai Borong Dinnh, really famous in Arau sebab ade jual hanger rm0.90 seikat. That was insane! so now aku dah banyak hanger dlm bilik. PUAS! sume bende pun nk gantung. haha.

tadi gi kt kedai jual bebear*gedik2 skit* kt Kangar. sedey sgt.. sbb tringat Umpa. Why am I so demm stupid for giving him up?! argh. rindu bau Umpa.. then tjumpe bebear harge RM149, tapi sumpah besa gile! like BESAR BESARR. HUGE, ENORMOUS! really!!!. mcm nak sgt2 beli, siap call mama suh bank in duit.. mama kate jgn nk ngade2 miintak mende pelik2. …sob2….

so tepakse la menahan hati ni.. siap tsrempak couple tgh plih bearr.untung la awek die! haha.

ok. x larat. later peeps. headache!

Alhamdulillah, we’re done with Quality and Eco Test 2! I’m pretty worn out actually.

That two test was on the 2 first periods. Direct punya! that’s why everyone looks so retarded after the Eco test. Comment? hmph. I don’t think I could pass that paper. arghh. SERIOUSLY. Eco for me, is like the hardest subject on earth. Because the subject just plain boring. Hopefully Allah hears my prayer and let me pass. wuu.

Changed my blog’s URL cos I don’t want some people to read it macam my cousin and ‘those people’. Dah block pun. Really. I was pretty upset yesterday.

Cried halfway then notice that was a really stupid thing to do, padahal I have two tests queuing up that early morn.  But really. tak sangka gila gila gila. that’s all. I’d stay away from your life if you stay out of mine. please k!

oh! had a terrible dream last night. I wonder why I can still remember those things up until now. I still wakes up with dried tears on my eyes. haih. I think it is long enough to be forgotten. hmph.

All this while, staying alive without my kesayangan lappy, been a very terrible experiences for me. The only good thing was, I didn’t stay that late anymore cos Ive got nothing to do. Thanks so much kat Elly and Mira. Those two helped me a lot with my reports and assignments yg memerlukan laptop. I wont forget you guys punye jasa =]

Its been few days already sleeping in this new room, and surprisingly, I kinda like it <3

but probably its better if I don’t stay here at all. for some reasons la. tape. lagi less than 2 months je . heh. surely I’m gonna miss this feeling.

ps/ new signature coming up!