JustMarl

hey hey! its pretty tiring today. Me, Allie, Miera and Allie’s anak buah went to UniKL. They called UniKL for appointment yesterday and they asked us to come over today. err. I thought no one was waiting for us, or mcm x kesah nk dtg kul bape. turn out ade org tunggu. and the guy ensem ok!then ckp2 dgn the friendly receptionist?? die ckp bos tade. so gotta wait smpai the bos abes class :|

so we went to Ayam Penyet and makan. since I brought my nasik lemak all the way from home, so i just eat the nasi lemak. just beli Mocha blended cos I feel like im sooo in need of huge dose of caffeine. RINDU!

oh wait. I think we went to GMI before makan. because we’re so worried that the bos tak available harini which die ckp pun die x sure kul bape abes klas and free. so off we went to GMI. hah. the jalan looks so familiar.patutla rase mcm penah pegi……….

mmg penah pun… even sekali dlm hidup. I can still remember crystal clear.hm…hate these kind of memories

but i realize that now i get tougher and tougher each time it pops out of my head. haha

ANYWAY, bjaye dptkan appointment dgn cepatnye. ha. kan senang kalau sume bkejesame. adoiyai. aku pun kurang pasti nape perlu begitu ketatt sesetengah U ni. padahal kami ni kire PELAWAT okay. and we deserve being treated the same, with respect mcm die sambut menteri dtg. :| or at the very least. treat us like people okay?

ade ke patut guard UniKL ckp ktorang amek pas plawat die satu. dorang bagi 3, ktorang pulangkan 2. waddehel.. bikin panas je. kamon laa. pas je kott. aku nk curi pun nk watpe jadah? siap ckp kalau amek kene dende nanti. prove us wrong la then. main ckp2 mulot je. sume org leh wat. wadddehel! geram aku tadi.

haih! anyway yg kt GMI tu, we didnt get as much infos as the time we did our OSHA project. maybe sbb time OSHA tu, ayah Tia involved. so mcm senang dpt access kott.

ah tapelah. we really did our best and we really really merayu2 gile kot mintak nk dpt copies of any data or statistics ke ape. tp x dpt. wuwuw.

but tapelah. the cooperation sgt2 baik kot.

our cameraman of the day! haha

kontroversi. BUWEK

okay gak. ayam dy besa~

okay lepas tu setel sume. bla3242. around 4PM aku balik. benti tgh jalan sbb taya kete brasap. ade van tu hon and benti mcm tlg bgtaw. thanks pakcik!

err. im not sure ape sbb die berasap. but probably sbb aku lupe turunkan handbrake :|

okay bye.

pastu smpai uma. around 8PM, kuar ngn Abah and Mama, and we went to Pizza Hut and beli barang2 skit and the main reason sbenanye nk cari kasut aku. tp tade size :[

I like that one sooo bad. tp yg tu la yg tade size :[

so besok maybe pegi lagi kot kt tmpt len.

zzz. satu haprak keje aku x wat lagi. hm.

neway tiket balik da beli. aku balik on sabtu dgn Miera and Allie :]

spnjng hari pakai corset. but SERIOUSLY. ttibe aku realize one thing. pakai corset and then makan, mmg buat ur appetite jadi kurang. 1st sbb that thing to tight on stomach, ur tummy mcm tolak the food. so nk tanak. u dont feel like eating at all. sbb aku x abes pun nasik lemak *last2 abes gak, okay tp sbenanye mase tu prasaan dah sgt2 kenyang*, padahal aku x makan lagi pagi tu. which is kinda weird kenyang cpt considering aku x mkn lagi harini.

so ill definitely buy couple more corset so that i can wear them everyday. yeah!

and i kinda like the feeling of my perut in them. mcm sexy~ WAHAHA. okay bye

Alhamdulillah. Im home now. selamat sampai around 9PM tadi. haih. balik sorang2, harini bas full. so it didnt stop kt kedah like it used to. yeaa. Im still sticking with Etika. hehe. sbb die bawak okay. x laju.cume the drivers now getting colder. dah x friendly. hmmmm. mase benti kt RR perak, aku beli 2 kopok. Bika and Cheezels. which aku rase sgt2 membazir. costs me RM4. kalau kt Arau, bleh beli Ayam besa seketul, nasik sebukit, hati, or telor mate. membazirnye…

its someone’s birthday today. I feel kinda bad. terrible. sbb bende yg aku paling nk igt, and janji tanak lupe la, aku akan lupe. maybe sbb same tarikh ngn aku balik. smlm hati riang je spnjng hari sbb due2 klas harini cancel.. so lege sgt,the report and the slides all done, we’re ready for the presentation, tp klas x jadi plak..so dlm mase sehari tu, with the bubbly feeling knowing you will balik tomorrow, buat mcm tgh terbang2. but yeah.. i know. tu bukan alasan..

but really.. I didnt mean to forget.. been waiting for today since last week…besides the terrible feeling Im having. aku tgh headache plak. not sure why. pastu rase tak gune. da la lupe. I couldnt really give him anything pun. nk wish??? sehari dah almost passed by. and aku baru nk wish birthday. okay aku agak segan tadi. tp aku wish jugak..

the touching part for me is that, spnjng mlm smlm we texted and even smpai harini pun text sume, tp die bleh wat mcm tade pe jadi. kalau aku? aku mesti grumpy and moody spjng hari..

so yeah. kinda make me sad in a way that, i wanted his 1st birthday with me to be special sgt. tp tak.

i wish i can be more like someone else..yg thoughtful and considerate. im really sorry that im not THAT.

anyway… the proper wish would be, I hope you'’ll be happy alwaysss, cheerful, emm, bjaye dlm study, get good grades and a good job, and a happy happy family :]

he has been there for me all this while. through my ups and downs. haih. im kinda dissapointed of myself. for being selfish again. rase mcm tak. tp sbenanye aku tersgt selfish. even when i didnt notice it. sorry.

em. moving on!

so i showed mama my bruise resulted from the bloody donation ive made last couple of days. and kene marah :[

mama x bagi derme dah.

tats my gigantic lengan. ignore the hanging fatt everywhere.

teruk rite? haha. x sakit pun. just kinda disappointed with the treatment they gave. they should consider that it might be my 1st time donating the blood. so shouldnt i be treated with care and gentle?? my housemates suh aku pi saman. haha. x sempat pun. this lebam jadi this bad lepas 2 days. org tu pun dah tade kt uitm. and i think this is my 2nd time derme with the lebam timbul after that. showing that the way they cucuk the jarum isnt right. because the previous time, tade lansung kesan. meaning the needle went in right. dah la spray je ubat bius tu. bukan inject. tp die cucuk jarum horizontally! like TIKAM. mygod. i feel the needle going in, and i felt the bedenyut2 lepas needle dlm tu.mmg rase kene tikam. seriously.

anyway. the good thing is that, for the 1st time in my life, my blood pressure punye result is NORMAL. thats kinda rare event considering that Im addicted to caffeine. baru teringat, that dah almost a week aku x  minum neslo because susu kt uma dah abes. so aku buat milo O je. WAH. x penah rase this healthy even the sad part is dpt taw ive gained 5 more KGS. ZZZ

i dont want to talk about tat.

Met this senior in the bus. luckily duk seblah perempuan. lain kali beli seat satu je okay! so sempat sembang2, and since aku tido je spnjng jalan, tade la sembang sgt pun. tapi sempat bagi busines card. hahaha.

and pagi ni spatutnye kua ngn Naguto, but tak jadi. and tibe2 Wani called, asking me tlg pickup Allie yg baru balik dr Indon tu kt KLIA. so okay. pinjam kete abah sbb nasib baik abah balik tgari tadi, rupenye2 kete wira tade sbb anta gi workshop. da pegi sane dgn smgtnye, bsame Iffa and Lalat. nasib baik aku x gi sorang. turn out kene tipu ngn Allie, cis!!die balik isnin kott. kuang asam punye Allie.

nt akan dicerite lebih lanjut for the next post okay! byebyee

PS/ oh. ade org tanye pasal why i deactivate FB.Marl Ahmad is temporary tak active. but ill be back. tade pape pun. just nk focus on Lolly :]

I wish you knew.

=[

past few days been tough. and rough.

AS I expected. harini berlalu dgn sgt cepat. I notice that alott recently. mcm cpt je mase berlalu. mcm baru je gi klas, tibe2 da balik. *okay i lied* time2 ari minggu je rase mcm mase blalu cpt. haha. dlm kelas rase mcm forever. especially subject kire2. zzzz

At least, aku bjaye basuh baju and cadar. lipat belum. er. notes belum. err.gosok baju belum.

OMG!! aku watpe je arini!!

….

bgn. makan. mandi. basuh baju. makan. pegi orange. beli ayam and nasik. kuah banjir. tp x sedap. sbb sambal tade. just a combination of sambal belacan and kuah kurma. emm. x sedap.

more like tawar. so x berape puas *even nasik licin* zzzz

Having trouble sleeping. sbb had too much coffee. aku pandang rendah kt kopi kapal api tu. color mcm x pekat pun mase buat. tp mmg KAWWW.

i need to sleep early sbb even Isa kejut subuh, aku x bgn pun. ….

PLEASE! tanak ade bad dream arini.

budak rumah da tido.

tadi dorang kua dinner kul 9 kot. kul 12am baru balik! aku risau gile. igt kene kidnap. call hp x dpt dihubungi ape sume. haha. dala aku sorang kt uma! Alhamdulillah, they went back home safee and soundd.

feels soo different without that loudddddd one around. rase lagi tenang. and at peace. we should do this more often.

haih..

Im avoiding few people lately. at times, rase rindu sgt. of course rindu. almost like siblings. but they seems so busy. mcm not sure nk kacau ke x. i know i know. probably they’re thinking the same bout me, sbb tu x nk kacau jugak kot…

ntah la.

>.<

i hope aku still diingati by few people, even aku tade la rase aku penting gile.

just , i hope they knew that aku sntiase igt dorang. and rindu!

and sntiase doakan dorang happy, and that sume urusan dipermudahkan.

amin..